Mortgages

Aug. 15th, 2017 11:39 am
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Freewriting! Gets a little creepy, as a warning.Read more... )
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The nature of alliance is economic and also physical. Your left hand and right hand are allies, so much so that they do not consider who gets the most resources and who does the most work. Similarly, being part of a tribe involves subsuming one's individual identity to the needs of that tribe. In an individualist society, that is not very noticeable, but in a society more oriented towards the group, it's very noticeable. A sign of health in a friendship or family relationship is 'not counting,' when you don't keep track of who has done what for whom, because it either all evens out or everyone is happy to do their part. A sign of distress or unevenness is when people start tracking slights and favors. 'Is this person taking advantage of me? Do they know they are? What is their motivation?' 

Of course, there is also 'doing activities for company and mutual benefit' like games, gossip, and sharing meals. I consider this a shallower, social bonding level, compared to the underlying exchange of favors (or advice/knowledge, an important currency). Interestingly, while sharing gossip is a social bonding game, sharing secrets/intimacy is in the deeper level, because of the deep need to connect most people have. 

One thing I've encountered in recent weeks is considering people as only part of their family, not as individuals. 'I'm not going to have contact with the W. clan,' ignoring that T. W. is your longstanding friend and you'll have to explain that his friendship means nothing in comparison to his family name. 

More on this later, I'm just trying to organize my thoughts.
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 Finally switched my journaling bookmark from LJ to Dreamwidth. Maybe I'll actually see people's posts from now on! 
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In this AU, Leo is busy being sad Cya died and was reincarnated. I ended up thinking about where Zita was. Hehhhh.
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 So I finished my 184k fanfic, Harry Potter and the Problem of Potions, a canon divergent fix-it AU based around the idea of Harry liking potions class. 

Summary: 

Once upon a time, Harry Potter hid for two hours from Dudley in a chemistry classroom, while a nice graduate student explained about the scientific method and interesting facts about acids. A pebble thrown into the water causes ripples.

Contains, in no particular order: magic candymaking, Harry falling in love with a house, evil kitten Draco Malfoy, and Hermione attempting to apply logic to the wizarding world.

It’s been a busy couple months! 

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This will make more sense if you know about the Neds from Lyn's Addergoole setting.

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It's incredibly self indulgent, and involves angry kitten Draco Malfoy.  http://archiveofourown.org/works/10588629/chapters/23404335

I've covered three years and 30k words so far. At this rate the story will be novel length and I'll make wordcount for the month easily.
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 Back from Canada conference. Slowly catching up.
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I'm catching the train this afternoon to head into the city to do a week of bunny-sitting. Hopefully I'll come out of it richer by one housesitting reference, as I very much want to be able to housesit when I move places. I have all my maps and tickets and packing sorted out, so now I just need to drink my tea and try to wind down. I stayed up too late last night, so everything feels a bit like I'm carrying around a 10 pound pack when I'm trying to do things. Not impossible, but just a bit harder than it needs to be. Tea should help, as should some lunch. 

I've been doing some reading about gerrymandering, which I have previously believed accounted for a moderate effect on why Republicans control the House of Representatives. This study suggests the effect is mild in terms of total seats gained (+1) http://www-personal.umich.edu/~jowei/gerrymandering.pdf but my suspicion is that gerrymandering does effect the left/right bias of the potential candidate. For instance, instead of 10 moderate candidates, you get 10 candidates farther towards the political extremes, and less likely to compromise because their district is more homogeneous. Now that, I do not have a citation for. 
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I woke up at 6:30 this morning, and spent my first hour reading a thoroughly useless well-written novel about a vampire apocalypse. You wouldn't think an apocalyptic hellscape full of good world-building and thoughtfully put together characters could be boring, but the writing style is what you might call gritty and reminded me strongly of No Country For Old Men. Metaphorically speaking, a lot of very artistic camera angles of sunsets, adding up to a novel full of characters whose relationships I didn't care about getting into fights with characters they couldn't beat, only to be saved by another vampire, a girl, who was so inhuman and feral as to be incredibly boring, and I didn't think you could make half-vampire saviors boring.

It's not that it was a bad book, it's just that the third or fourth time you lovingly describe a gruesome death I stop paying very much attention.

Attention brings me to a different line of thought, which is politics. I was talking to Rowyn the other day about whether or not politics should intrude on people's lives, and if so how much. We came to the tentative conclusion that the libertarian view was that politics should leave people alone if they wanted to be left, and that my view was something different, though I'm not sure what the word is. I suspect part of the divide there is rural-urban - it's far easily to not have very many group decisions if there isn't a critical mass of people to have decisions with in your area. I tend to feel that the solution to the rural-urban resentment in the United States should be solved by good old fashioned bribery. The cities have money, often taxed from the countryside, and they should use it to buy the countryside, again metaphorically, flowers and chocolate and, I don't know, some sustainable public transit like train lines. 

The trains are not a metaphor. 

I was reminded of the conversation this morning when a friend mentioned not understanding why someone would bring up politics out of the blue - which, granted, does seem a little rude, you should have some small talk first, but at the same time I don't see how we're supposed to govern ourselves as a democracy without a national conversation. Is national conversation a cliche? The national conversation I'm seeing right now is 'Donald Trump, is this guy for real?' but I feel like we could more usefully discuss 'the tax code, what's up with that' or 'infrastructure, who wants a bridge? doggy treats for everyone!' 

I have finished two slices of whole wheat toast with butter and homemade crab apple jelly, and two big cups of tea. I am now going to drink one more cup of tea, and consider the rest of my work day. 
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 I tend to feel that, if asked a direct question by the vice-president-elect of the United States on a matter of international relations and national security, if one is a professional subordinate, lying is the incorrect answer. I wouldn't go so far as to say it's treason, but it seems like something that should be met with something a little stronger than 'well, he said he was sorry.' 

I also tend to feel that the sheer volume of Russia-related conspiracy theories are over the top, but since our intelligence agencies are treating this White House as penetrated by the Kremlin, I won't soften my stance past that. It's a leaky boat.

Speaking of leaks, the White House staff seem to be going into a paranoid mania about their associates leaking things. This only seems to cause more leaks along the lines of 'they're being really paranoid, I think I'm going to edit my social media accounts,' to reporters. Never have I more appreciated a free press than I do in the past few weeks. I mean, I would never want the free press to be eyeing me like they were hyenas and I was a limping wildebeast, but since I don't like or sympathize with these people, it's fine that they're going to get torn to pieces. Metaphorically speaking. 

The Democratic party has a pretty long way to go to get back to governing, and I don't really understand why they're so extinct in state houses. (I paused to google.) Though, looking at a graph, it's less that they're very extinct in state houses and more that they've been doing badly for years. It looks like they lost most of their seats in 2009 or so, as part of the anti-Obama anti-Obamacare backlash. I predict good things for Democrats in 2018, though that does seem a long way away. Not having one singular voice for the party does make the whole thing seem much less organized, but I think it could be good - a chance for new voices. 

Politics

Feb. 4th, 2017 12:42 pm
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 I've been reading a lot of political articles lately, and as you may imagine, general themes emerge. One is that the party in power and the opposition have switched places, which means everyone has switched scripts. Obstruction is now standing up for our principles. The president who was elected is our president, and everyone who doesn't like it should stop whining. It's hypocrisy from one point of view, but I think it's beautiful. It's a grand dance. Trollope has some great things to say about that in his political novels about the Pallisers. 

I do seem to remember the Democrats and their columnists being this condescending about what the Republicans had to do to salvage their party - come to the center, work with the President, not go chasing absurd conspiracy theory rabbits - the Republicans seem to have managed to ignore all this advice and still come to power, so we'll see if any Democrats listen. 

NYC morning

Feb. 4th, 2017 12:07 pm
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Some work on Pegasus came together. Writing feels like heavy lifting right now, due to lack of momentum/traction. Working on it. Glad that the judge made a good decision on the immigration order.

This week was strange. I spent way too much time reading the news, I was well rested from my vacation, but I had a hard time getting my feet under me at work. I did hire a spring intern, which is great, but I'm stalled on most of my projects again. I'm heading back up to MA today and I'll have tomorrow to try to settle back in to life.

I've been wanting to write more poetry, and I've been reading the Art of War. The nice part is that the military era matches Tapestry - chariots, infantry, bronze, etc. So it's really great for war ideas, which I desperately need.  

Going to CT next weekend for an evening of music. 

Thinking about politics - it seems clear to me that we won't get rid of Trump without Republican cooperation. Most Democrats would be happy to impeach him already (to generalize wildly), but Republicans seem to want to give him some time, out of faith that he will improve with time. Given the wildness of his promises, I expect Republican disillusionment will follow in good time. I am hoping that his election will be a turning point for a new generation of political leaders to get involved on both sides of the aisle in the US - I am seeing a lot of political engagement from a lot of people. 
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